I feel as if my feelings for you have become so buried deep down inside of me that I don’t even know how to bring them to the surface.  I refuse to admit to anyone what I am actually feeling because I don’t want to be judged for holding onto these feelings for so long and not allowing other guys in.  I feel like I am being mocked every time your name is brought up and I am sick of everyone trying to get me to hook up with random guys.  I guess the truth of the matter is that I really don’t want to let any other guy in which sounds absolutely ridiculous because it’s not like we ever went out.  One of my best friends had a relationship end after three years.  If anyone should be having issues with trying to let other guys in, it should be her and not me.  I feel like a crazy person.  I have come to the point where I want to cry every time someone mentions to me that we would be perfect together, but I refuse to let myself cry.  I broke down on retreat a few weeks ago because I just couldn’t hold it in anymore.  I want to sit you down and just explain all of this to you.  I get myself to the point where I am ready to do that and then I see that smile and those eyes and I end up keeping my mouth shut because I am afraid that I won’t be able to see that smile or those eyes anymore if I admit what I have been feeling inside.  You are the best person that I could ever know and I would never forgive myself if I lost you.  I finally got the courage to let you know that there are things that I need to talk to you about, but we have yet to have some time alone with no distractions.  I just hope that now that I have extended the olive branch that you will take the next opportunity we have to be alone to approach me about the fact that I have something to talk to you about because I know I won’t have the courage to speak first.  

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#no one hates twilight like the twilight cast

Did you hear about the Italian chef that died?

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He pasta way.

we cannoli do so much

his legacy will become a pizza history.

here today, gone tomato

How sad that he ran out of thyme.

Sending olive my prayers to the family.

His wife is really upset. Cheese still not over it.

You never sausage a tragic thing

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